haix.. this few days i am totally stress out.. cant take in anything anymore.. now in com lab cherr never come.. so here blog lor.. actually don't have the feeling to blog de.. but i got nothing to do.. so blog lor.. yesterday night i suddenly burst into tears.. then i can't sleep.. i really don't understand him.. i alwaysthink that he doesn't have the trust in me.. then keep thinking about last time xueli the thing.. haix.. this cannot get out of my mind.. i am really very stress.. i need a break .. i don't want to care to much about relationship le.. i want to concentrate on my studies.. this morning went to meet them .. he never come.. then saw the msg he send to gerald.. i don't know why.. i started to cry again.. i really want to forget about the unhappiness that we had.. but all of it suddenly run through my mind.. i just can't forget.. then i walk to school alone.. then math class i saw hock de msg.. then reply him .. they thought we break le.. haix.. i am very stress.. then he say he* got something to pass to me so i go find him before i go to com lab.. he gave me some merci chocolate.. i knew it .. it was not from him* was from michelle de.. cause i remember she say she going to bring the chocolate to school.. anyway thanks.. thanks for cheering me up.. but i really want a break.. want to get out from all this things.. just now huili pass me two more chocolate.. was from hock again.. thankx hock.. it's a pleasure to have a friend like you.. thanks for cheering me up..


i help people to solve their problems but in the end i can't slove my own problems..
i am feeling very sick
and stress..
i really don't know what to do..
feel like ending my life ..
but i can't..
i can't let go of too many things..
haix..


[[michelle]]