woke up at 10 today
yesterday outdoor parade was great
so damn cool
but very diffcult to go buy water
cos very far
when the whole parade ended
it started to rain
oh gosh
then we walk to the mrt station
so dirty sia my shoe
got lots of sand
then went back to tampines to eat
kfc
i can't eat sia
anyway was damn fun took lots of pictures
ihsan, silas, got alot of pics
then me and cheryl play with ice.
cos is weihan de birthday
he wet sia.
then i took the whole cup of ice
went out.
walk home
i was melting the ice.
then pour onto weihan shirt
he wet like siao
but the sides were dry
then me and fareha took water bottles and pour onto him again
this time really the damn wet.
wanted to hit him 15 times de one i only hit him once
but never mind it was fun.
then i walk home with eunice they all.
they keep taking pics
i took with sahilah, zul, zafirah, yuzil..
then wanted to go home
eunice ask me something**
think is he ask her to ask de bahs..
then went to the pineapple playground to take photos.
so funny sia yuzil climb to the top.
then zul wanted to climb.
then take photo
after that me and eunice climb up
so fun..
was slippery
then walked home.
they took photos again.
then pole at the middle of the road
so funny.
then on the road also
they are photo freaks
finally can go home liao.
i walk alone.
alone.
went home msg him.
he ask me the same thing
i was afraid
afraid.
i cried and cried.
like got mental prob like that
i don't know
all the things that you tell me.
its just white lies or what
you guys trying hard to make me and him together again.
thanks.
i am so confused and stress up.
sorry for all the things that i said to you yesterday
i knew you were so hurt
but i think that nothing is gonna happen
we are just so different
i doesn't fit you
you are so good.
but i am so bad
all your care and concern.
all the torelating
all the problems
all the love
all the question
all the lies
i am just a fool
a freak
i know that someday you won't be there for me anymore.
don't make fake promises
only say it when you think that you can do it.