Hey guys. Have you ever think of what people close to you will do when suddenly one day you just lie dead on the bed.
which of it will you choose?
- a small sickness [which needs days or weeks to recover]
- or a very big sickness [which may cause you your lifes]

hrmms.
sometimes lifes are so cruel.
Sometimes you just don't have to time to finish what you want and that's the end of your 'wonderful' life.
There maybe ups and downs in your whole lifetime.

'there's always a silver lining in the clouds.. always a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow'
this is what Ihsan told me when I was feeling down.
Believe it or not. Its up to you.


Sometimes lifes may be so cruel to you till you feel like ending your lifes.
and maybe some decided to cut themselfs to release some of the stress.
I tried it before.
It doesn't help.
It will only help you gain more scars.
elaine and jiaen if you see this post don't cut anymore okays.
always look on the bright side.
although its hard.
but try too.
i am still trying. =)




Really ****** up in school.
sometimes is really too noisy.
Decided to study well.
but in class you can't even concentrate.
Some people just talk as loud as they can.
I tried to ignore.
I had spoke less in class during lessons.
I did everything that I could do to help myself.
Concentrate.
I can't.
Sometimes I wonder if I am in the correct class.
Or they are in the wrong class.
Sometime I think that Mr chaw is very kelian.
He so good to us.
But he got nothing better in return.
I told him maybe he should change a class to teach.
But he told us that he seems to like our class very much.
Thats why he continued to teach.
He just want all of us to pass.
Do well for science.
This type of teacher where to find?


Cried again.
maybe I am too stress up.