When you walked into my life
You made me feel so right

I believed in all your love,
But you started holding on to tight

I don't like pretending for you
Keeping track of the lies is too hard to do

Oh baby let me breath
Love me or set me free
I don't want you to think you know what I should be
I'm just waiting for you to see
This is me, this is me

If you want to stay by my side
You're gonna have to change your mind
I'm not asking for you, to be my prince
Why can't you see my beauty inside
Baby if that's to hard to do,
Then I guess I'm sorry not for me
But for you

Oh baby let me breath
Love me or set me free
I don't want you to think you know what I should be
I'm just waiting for you to see
This is me, this is me

If you could take a minute
Try to believe
I swear, you'd see me shine
Can't you see that
This is me

Oh baby let me breath
Love me or set me free
I don't want you to think you know what I should be
I'm just waiting for you to see
This is me, this is me

Oh baby let me breath
Love me or set me free
I don't want you to think you know what I should be
I'm just waiting for you to see
That this is me

Just now during lit lesson.
I mood swing bahs.
Cher ask: 'Michelle. Are you alright?'
me: 'yeah'
cher: 'Are you sick?'
me: 'No'
cher: 'are you suffering from depression?'
me: 'nope'. [shook head]

Do I look like I am suffering from depression?
I don't know.
Maybe I ask too quiet or what bahs.
Kai Wei and Shermeen also ask ' Michelle you okay?'
Yeahs. I am alright.
I may be strong infront of you guys.
But I am weak when you all are not around.
I may seems to be happy,
But i'm not.
They tried to make me laugh.
I forget what happen actually.
But I know I smile to them
Cause Shermeen was like 'At least she smiled.'
Pe.
Went down.
I was like alone.
Then in toilet.
Changed le.
I jiu walk out.
Hui Ji was behind me.
She thought I was angry.
I am not.
Then ting come ask me.
'Chelle you angry?'
No.
I am not.
Sorry guys.
I really don't know why I am like this today.
Then Shermeen and Kai Wei.
They quarrel is it?
I really very shag.
SAD.

I really don't know.
Can anyone tell me?

Just check on depression.
Here are some symptoms

• You feel miserable and sad.
• You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
• You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
• You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
• You feel very anxious sometimes.
• You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.
• You find it difficult to think clearly.
• You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.
• You feel a burden to others.
• You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living.
• You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
• You feel irritable or angry more than usual.
• You feel you have no confidence.
• You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).
• You feel that life is unfair.
• You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again.
• You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams
• You feel that life has/is 'passing you by.'
• You may have physical aches and pains which appear to have no physical cause, such as back pain.

i have felt like 16/18 of this above symptoms. Its kinda stupid though. I think cher is right. I am suffering. I can't stand this anymore. Sometimes jokes aren't mend to play till so overboard.