I am back to blogging as promised.

Too much happenings which makes me don't know whether to be happy or sad.
I may seems happy outside. But inside may be different. I think somethings ain't meant to be that way. But now it is. I used to believe. & I use to think. Why must things turns out like this? My heart breaks every time when things didn't turn out correctly. Now, what left in my heart is just the scars of my heart break. Well, everything might just turns out nicely for you once. You think that that was the happiest moment of your life. Everything was meant to be prefect. Even your guy. Well, months later, you'll realise that everything wasn't that fine, that good. I always thought you'll prove. But you didn't. Now that everything changes, I think I may change and its not to the better side I guess. I am just to down. Thinking of every un-positive. I am sorry if my words may hurt you, what I said is so uncontrollable. Cause that little knife stab to deeply in my heart. All the blood flowing out and hence, I shall be dead.

I was thinking of the happy moments in my life. But what I got was even more sadness. Cause everything was almost perfect happiness that I wanted. But all of it, perhaps one or two is the only thing that I've got now. Friendship has always be the most important thing in my life. So now, I shall not let this spoil my mood for the rest of my week perhaps years. Cause I am gonna enjoy myself on Friday. [:
I have never felt as sad as before. Cause I'm seriously hurt.

someone ask, ain't you sad.
I replied, I may seems happy, but maybe I'm sad?
Sigh. Be disappointed in me bahs.

But everytime I see you, I moods get better. I don't know why. I just felt that way.

真正的爱情就像鬼魂一样，看不见，却能感受得到。
谁认每个人多不停的讨论着爱情的存在，但是这世界又有几个人遇到真爱呢？
有人认为，根本不必去期待还没发生的事，也有人相信，应该采取防守状态，被动的等待爱情的出现，才能减少主动追求时受到的错则跟风险。更有许多人打从心底否定了爱情的意义和可能性。
然而，爱情跟鬼魂的相依性不只这些，爱跟鬼一样，看不见并不代表它不存在．