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I really don't know what I'm thinking about anymore. I felt down.

Will it ever change back to the original? I hope not, the feeling's not good. I am confused. Am I just caring too much? Is the care I showed too much for a friend? I don't know. THere's nothing for me to treasure, nothing at all. CHerish, what to? Haven't I cherish? But in the end what do I get. Nothing. I just wish we were friends. If you gave me one more chance to tell how I was feeling, i will tell you i wont live my life without you.

Sorry, but I couldn't take it ANYMORE.